-Pei received my card! I was wondering when would she get it. 
-Soliloguy and Verbiage are sporting new layouts! Both are gorgeous layouts with different styles. 
-I was looking at my old site at angelfire, where I first got my site hosted. It’s not the first layout though. Here’s my award page. There’s links to other pages below. Look at the me section, I was only 16 and I’m already obsess with Michael Owen! And here’s a list of my awards winners. Reverie won my platinum award 4 years ago…that was before I knew her. Freakin coincidence, esp because I gave out only 2 platinum awards.
-And there’s more! Look who signed my old guestbook on 11/16/1999!? It’s none other then my sister Rina! I don’t know whether she knew about it. I’ve gotta go tell her!
-Another funny thing is the clique I’ve made. (taken from the clique page)
rofl, I completely forgot all about it. whoa..it seems that I was already a party hamster then. lol oh please…who am I kidding. I had never been to any party then, ok maybe kiddy birthday parties but hahaha I’m a freakin liar.
I love angelfire! They saved most of my stuffs and now I’m feeling a deep sense of bittersweet nostalgia. ooh lol and I’ve got a kickass url too… “Phah Q”!
Surprise! New layout! I’m pretty surprised myself because I just made one barely two weeks ago. TI got inspired to make a new layout for pixelstars.net yesterday so I sat on my ass through most of Saturday’s afternoon making my new layout. The layout is done but I think I’m going to add more stuffs and I still need to code it so it means that it’ll have to wait until I’m back from Redang.
How did this blog layout came about? I rendered tons of images from 3d studio and this one is an extra. I don’t want to throw it away, so I thought that I might as well change my blog layout too.
b2 makes changing layouts such a breeze. weee..
This is it, I’ll be in Malaysia from Monday to Thursday, which isn’t a long time esp since I don’t blog everyday. My skin darkens really easily so I hope I’ll still be recognizable when I return. hee. At the meantime, visit my dailies (left boxes). Everyone have a great week ahead!
- I’m somewhere in Tuas working as a receptionist again. This time for a day. I’m taking up jobs that nobody wants to take up. I have no complaints about short assignments. In fact, the shorter, the better…I get bored with monotonous stuffs too fast, too easily. But of cuz, stuffs that I view as boring could be exciting to you and vice versa. This place isn’t as stylish as the one before but it’s more comfortable and there’s a dog outside to keep me company. I was initially worried about net connections but hah, I’m now happily typing away.
- The MD player or whatever have to wait for a while because I’m going to spend part of the money on a Redang trip. I was terrified of getting too dark but…what the hell, I was promised great fun and good food by my friends. 
I’m starting to anticipate the trip and no Pei, it’s not because of half naked cute tan guys basking in the sun.
- My two dates after the break off is less than satisfactory. Last night, I had to take a taxi home by myself. Ah bish! The taxi uncle kept me company though, he told me lotsa juicy gossips after some mild prompting. I know he’s dying to tell anyway. hehe nothing nicer than a friendly chat in the dead of the night.
- The smooch is still on! *mwah*
I’m so glad Korea won the match with Spain. England didn’t win but my darling Michael Owen scored! bwahaha..I like the fact that I love that guy before he became famous. I practically watch him rise to fame and it’s not a nice feeling having to ‘share’ him with more girls after world cup 1998. pfft! ah wtf, I’m crapping.
Anyway, here’s a plug. Just gotta love the design she puts up. It’s so eye-candy.
I’ve been shopping with my mum yesterday and I bought a whole lot of stuffs. Like new shaver, eye-liner, powder brush, eye-lash curler, bras. All the girly stuffs… hee. One of the good thing about shopping with mum is that you don’t have to pay anything. Mums rock!
My paycheck is coming and the two thing I wanted most is an mp3 player and a digital cam. My dad told me I could choose one of them as my next birthday gift but that doesn’t happens until a few months later. I think the camera can wait, I’m in no hurry to use it. I want an opinion though, should I buy a mp3 player, a md player or should I get a Memory Stick-compatible player? Hmm that is rather expensive though, and I’m not freaking rich. Sigh…
I think I’ll auction yume off at ebay. I probably won’t get much, but every little cents count and I could be the club hero.
Right, thinking it through..I think leaving is probably the right way to go. I did warn him right in the beginning that it’s hard for me to commit and I don’t want anything too serious. He agrees and say to take things step by step. Oh and last night, he made a snide remark about me not taking anything seriously when I should because I’m already 20. Like I never been serious before. hmph!
Last night, I thought about patching things up but nah, I think I’m just guilty. I think it ended at about the time when it should. I know it’s short but I can’t see it going anywhere. I just wished I had been more tactful, if it was possible.
Oh thanks everyone for your advice, comments etc. I feel better already, that’s because I’ve got a few bunch of wonderful friends (online/offline *mwah*) and that I’m evil. I told him friends are important to me and he said that friends are not forever. Oh well… at least they are still here. :p
I broke off with my boyfriend. He initiated it but I caused it. I think I hurt his feelings and I’m feeling really bad about it. You never really know you have until you lost it. I’m probably the biggest idiot. He’s goodlooking, smart, he’s a pilot trainee, he drives and most of all, he likes me….and all I can think about is smooching another guy. I’m such a fuckhead.
I was complaining to gerbera that we’ve got our priorities set up differently. I chose my computer over him and this started the whole mess. I don’t understand why is he pissed at that time. Now I know why.. he was actually shopping for an mp3 player which he was going to give me. He knew I wanted one.
But it’s all over now, I hurt him bad and he rightfully hates me. I just wish he’d find someone who really deserves his love.
What’s wrong with fantasizing about kissing some other guy when you’ve got a boyfriend? Nothing..it’s only normal. But if the fantasies are almost tangible, what happens now? I’m not guilty of thinking about other guys, I’m guilty because I’m so tempt to agree with the smooch deal. It that means cheating on my boyfriend isn’t it? Anyway, I don’t think the relationship itself wouldn’t last too long because of other reasons. Sigh..too much drama.
Today, I’ve drowned out all my confusions temporarily by making a new layout for pixelstars.net. Go me! So yea, here’s a plug for ps.net
Before I go, I’d like to thank Yume for yumescope (lol) and reverie for pretty colours.
Firstly, look at the hamster that was named after me! Pris, the swankiest hamster. lol! This kooky Gerbera is crazy. I’m going to save it in my gallery later. Yay, more stuffs to add.
Secondly, visit anti-yume club! The hosting request has been approved by the CEO of yume corporation. rofl.. I <3 Yume!!
Lastly, I want to tell everyone that I’m fantasizing about smooching this guy friend I have and he’s not my boyfriend. I haven’t told anyone that but I’m telling now because I’m going crazy with guilt about it. 
This lady complained to the HR woman that I’m rude to her. I don’t even think that I’m rude, ok maybe just a little..but she’s rude and impatiant in the first place, so why do I have to put up with people like her? Just because I’m a receptionist? Oh well.. yea I think that’s what receptionists should do…but wtf I can’t stand it. Besides, she’s not even a customer. hmph
Okay, so the HR woman came to me and told me what she told her. She pointed out who the lady was. haha and now, whenever I saw her, she had this black look on the face, like I killed her cat or something. Some people are just plain weird.
Oh I decided to name my pet hamster “Fangs” after Fang. It’s because both have perfect buns and a sexy attitude. Oh and she’s going to name some stinky cushion after me. She said she’s going to take a pic of it soon, I hope it’s not too ugly.
I adopted a hamster from
Mel! Wee… it’s so cute. Watch its fat ass.
Anyway,
Ermina’s back with a spanking new layout. It’s looking incredible.
Sabs has a new layout too. <3<3 Woohoo, I've got the swankiest hostees.
Hmm..fourth day at work – I kinda enjoy it actually. It’s quite a pretty place and I can’t stop eating the peanut butter biscuits (the pantry is only a few steps away). I ate about 15 today. wtf! *sighs* Once, the phone rang right after I took one huge chunky bite.. and yea, I couldn’t quite speak properly. Oh boy, I’m a greedy receptionist.
Plugs: Moonie and Ling
Ling’s talent shines again and moonie impresses. I love her new layout!
It’s back to work again. Working sucks, I miss school. If I had a choice, I’d study forever, regardless how much I suck at it.
You might have read from panda‘s journal that we went clubbing last friday. It was quite fun and one of my friends wanted to get to know Gerbera better. He was bribing me yesterday, wanted me to say good things about him. Ahaha but oh no, I do not lie to a good friend. Besides, I barely know the guy except that he’s quite a gentlemen or so it seems.
Yesterday was incredible. I woke up and found that I’ve landed a job in Nodic European Center. I’m a receptionist! Oh brother…but there are lotsa angmos to gawk at so it wasn’t so terrible. I’m going to be here for only 2 weeks and I have net access, so it’s not going to be too bad.
Today is actually my first day, I just dropped by yesterday for a 2 hour getting-used-to.
ok that was that…the other incredible thing is that I’ve spoke to Desmond Koh! The 933 dj…it was actually a friend playing tricks on me. He wanted me to talk to his friend, told me that this guy has really rich experiences in anything. Haha…turned out to be Desmond Koh.
And than, the final incredible thing is that I’m takened. My friend hates him so I guess she’s going to kill me when she found out.
See? I told you I’m back, I even managed a new layout. I think I’m sorta into simple layouts lately, they are much easier to code.
If you’re asking if anything big happened in my personal life right now, yes there is…. my dad got SCV. And woohoo, imagine how it would affect the tv junkie, yours truly. Well, but surprisingly.. I’m not that trilled. I guess TVs are only appealing during school terms, when watching too much becomes sinful.
The other big thing is that I’m playing piano again, found my passion for playing music again after so long. I think I’ve stopped because I was too preoccupied with this other keyboard. I really think I should manage my time better and start picking up on things I’ve left because of this whole net obsession. But of cuz, I still love the net and along with the good stuffs (look left) that come along with it.
- I missed Stokley! I can’t believe it. By the way, she’s the one who gave me my flying hamster girl nick. The last time I talk to her was like ages ages ago. I hope to hear from her soon. She’s one of the coolest.
- There’s a lot of new layouts apart from the ones my hostee came up with.
Lele has a new one up. I love how the individual posts turns out and it’s great reading her funny posts again.
Daynah has a new journal layout dedicated to the hamster fans. I’m one of them! *big grin* Thanks Daynah, it’s so cute.
Fantasy log has a new layout too. Featuring a bee and some flowers. woohoo, I’ve got a bee and some hideous flowers too.
Ok.. there’s more catching up to do. *sighs* This is leaving me breathless. Just this afternoon, I was thisclose to logging off when I saw the amount of spam I have in my inbox.
It’s not a good thing to disappear just like that because owning a domain comes responsibility. Sabine (who as a new layout) told me that more flies are buzzing around Prima Facie. >:O! Tiffany has a new layout too (Both are really lovely) and I didn’t know that until today. *guilty*
I’m going to do some major update soon when I get home later. So seeya.
