OH LOOK WHO DROPPED IN TODAY???

ROFL! It’s the cutest lil thing, it dances to “kung fu fighting” when you press one of its feet. It has got the funiest voice too. My auntie decided that this hammie will wake me up every morning. It already has a name. Hur hur, the name’s Yume and I’ve decided that it’s a female. Thank you Yume! *mwah* It made my day.

And look whose special day it was yesterday. I was laughing at the e-card Song Jun sent her. Silly looking hamsters with silly music. Lol

So far, school is alright. I took this general module about reading visual images. I always wanted to know how it is like to be able to appreciate art. Seeing people staring into various art pieces in museums and looking so thoughtful and lost makes me kinda frustrated. Understanding explanations about them in books but not able to ‘see’ it aesthetically is even more frustrating.

So yesterday, I went to the introduction lecture. It’s pretty interesting and seductive. I came out all dreamy even though I’m still not able to ‘read’ those visual images. Woohoo, I think I’m going to like this module.

ps: I’m talking to her, who has a new Ocean’s 11 inspired layout up.
*edits* Oh and I’ve got to plug this amazing domain, femique.net/.

Went to heeren yesterday and bought some stuffs from my wishlist.

A starry ring, twin star bangle and a starry anklet. Did I ever mention I have monomania for stars? Well, now you know.

I went to eat crepes at Marche today, yes again. This time I went with my family. Ate exactly the same stuffs as I did last thursday. O.o Seriously, when I’m obsess over certain things, it’s so easy to tell. Oh yea, when I was pigging out over my caramel banana waffle, a women came over to our table, gave me her name card and ask me to come down to some place this tuesday or thursday at 6.30. I didn’t quite catch what she said but it’s probably for an audition or something. I don’t know, I might be going for the fun of it? The only other time I got “scouted” was when I was celebrating my 17th birthday. Haha I thought it was a joke then and I told her I’m not interested. There was lotsa stories about girls being cheated at that time so I was pretty wary. This time, I’m not 17 anymore and I think I’m smart enough to know whether they are cheating on me or not. Besides, their site looks kinda decent. And if they were to ask me to pay for anything, I’d really run away because I just bought my md player today and I’m so broke. And I just found out that I have to buy the microphone seperately if I want to use the voice recording function. This got my mum pissed. Oh brother… but I still love my new toy, microphone or no microphone.

Plugs: fallingashes.net/x/, ithaca-child.net/jing/ and lethien.com! <3
ok, I’m logging off now. I want to watch Cast Away (ahh) and then I can go weep over the start of school term. Monday blues..boo..well, I’m excited actually. Me <– dork.

I had sudden cravings for crepes on Tuesday night, so I dragged my boy to Jurong point early the next day to feed my cravings. Eh for me, early means noon. Yea and after which we bumped around in various different places, got me really tired. OK, that was yesterday.
Today, I went out with my best friend and her mum. We went to marche for crepes again! I ate french crepe with ham and cheese followed by crepe with ice-cream and strawberries. Haha, and I’m thinking of eating crepes now. It’s crazy.

I’m starting to hate shopping. I tried a few outfits today and had to resist the urge to buy them. *sighs* So many things to buy, so little money. Besides, there’s lotsa july/aug/sep babies, I’m going to be so broke. Well, but because we didn’t go dutch today… my best friend’s mum paid for my crepes, so I allowed myself to buy a tote bag that screamed Esprit on both sides and a lip gloss from red earth. Both adds up to $11.. great bargains! hur hur, and the bag will surely come in handy when I start school next week.

Anyway, here’s my wanted stuffs list.
-md player
-lancome miracle perfume
-peak and pine bikini
-a bangle with blue twin stars, a starry anglet and a starry ring, a toe ring.

It’s not much but if I could only scratch out the first one, I’d have come up with more. Well, if I’m a pretty blonde with big boobs, I’d get myself a wishlist. Haha j/k These are just stuffs, emotional well-being is more important and right now, I’m feeling mighty fine. I just need to get my Dad down to some gadget store so that he can sign for my freaking md player. My mum said he should sign to collect points or whatever. I didn’t force him!

Anyway, here’s a plug: quacktastic.net/jenverz/ I <3 this girl!

Plugging: fain.spectranex.net and urbanbeauty.org phat sites

Oh by the way, look at guestbook entry #1388
“it sounds like you sign your own guest book over and over again, complimenting yourself… LOSER BIOTCH”
It sounds so much like a compliment. Thank you whoever. Next time, try using your brains a little when throwing insults.

Sigh, I’m so bored today. I’m going to be at home all day. The only thing that perks me is that last night, I went to my good friend’s house to collect several tops she doesn’t wear anymore since she’s already working and won’t be needing too many casual clothes. I’m going to give her some of my “office” outfits in return. hur hur, new clothes! They don’t really suits me though, her clothes are so “ah lian” and there are quite a number that I won’t see myself wearing but I’m grateful nevertheles.

-I hadn’t really wanna post about it but there’s no reason not to. I’m attached! It’s surprising because I was so ready to walk away from it all a couple of times when we’re dating. In fact, I wanted to end it yesterday, if he’s not going to pop the question soon. Do I feel like I’ve forced him into it? Hell yeah, at first… but not anymore. Ok there you go. Blissy and Gerbera seen him before because we went clubbing once. eh..I can’t remember much that day except that it was pretty crazy in later stages.
-I’m going to chalet later, my cousin’s 21st birthday party. It’s gonna be so weird, her relatives and friends hanging around her as she celebrates? I just cannot see my relatives and friends together. blech
-I saw Christina Millan last Thursday in Heerens. We went marche to eat crepes and went there at the right time. Hur hur. My friend and I shared a mango plus strawberries crepe with caramel ice-cream! That was dessert, we ate mixed mushrooms and cheese crepe before that. I <3 Crepes!
I’m going to have my lunch now, so seeyall! Oh yea before I go, I just want to tell “your mom” who commented in my previous post and signed the guestbook that it’s quite alright to write nasty comments because I don’t know you and your words meant nothing to me. Just don’t go around posing as Tanalyn and making false claims. Well, but if you enjoy making a fool out of yourself, by all means, go ahead.
ps: go see imaginary.nu.

Got it from Lyndy who has joined the rat race. hur hur.
If I’m a popularity whore, I’d be anticipating the start of school but with 6 modules to do this semester. I’m obviously lying if I say I’m excited. It’s new friends, new faces again…my phone book would get bigger with names I’d probably delete soon after the semester is over. In arts, it’s so easy to make friends yet it’s so hard to keep them.
I hate it… to go around in school and smiling at people I can vaguely remember. After which, it’s usually “I’ve got classes, see you around.” before I can even put a name to these flashing faces. I miss having a class! Having same old people around you all the time. I took very different modules from my JC clique last semester, thought of being independent for once, not having to meet up before lessons and all that cliquey crap. It’s fun at first and I thought I was enjoying it. But after catching up with them in the holidays, I realised that I missed them so much. This semester, we might be allocated some same modules. But even then, I’m still not anticipating this semester. Can’t fool around too much anymore!! *cries*

My friends are going to mambo @ zouk tonight, I hate mambo nights, you have to pay me to go there. It’s funny how mambo clubbers are so distinctively “mambo” by the way they dance. Anyway, it’s home sweet home for me tonight, my mum would love me tonight. But tomorrow night, I’m going to Marche!! ahh Crepes!!!
I got to log off for lunch now, my aunt cooked spagetti with lotsa parmesan cheese to top. Simply yummy!

Saw this in Michel_v log. Found that lotsa “Cessy is” actually refers to me, so it wasn’t fun. But here’s a list of “Priscilla is” lol
- Priscilla is the story of three drag queens…
- Priscilla is a southwestern delight!
- Priscilla is listed with the Police as Missing and abducted abroad. O.o
- Priscilla is a unique victorian lady doll for your collection…
- Priscilla is described as confident and happy with her life without Michael… :O OWEN!!!
- “Priscilla is dead and gone”, simple and true.
- Priscilla is half British, a quarter French and a quarter Indian
- Priscilla is one sad dragon. Her feathers are different than everyone else’s.
- Priscilla is mostly white with a black tail and black markings on her face.
- Priscilla is all of these and more… :O

Haha, just some amusement while I bump my Sunday afternoon away. I’m going to have buffet dinner later and I’m not anticipating it. Stomach upset.

(Last night)
- My friend asked me to go to the ball again but I don’t know if I want to go. Well I wanted to but I don’t want to risk giving him any wrong ideas, things are complicated enough.
- I went to watch MIB. lmao! I love the show and I love Will Smith to death! I’m not really into hollywood stars but if I’m going to choose a favourite actor, it’s definately Will Smith. Everybody go watch MIB 2!
- I bumped into JJC 1999 A1 class gathering. I was riding up the escalator and they were riding down, I didn’t saw them at first but Tom pointed them out to me. At first, I saw only Jacob and friends, the clique I used to hang out with, so waved at them excitedly. Then I saw the rest of the class behind them, I know them as well because we took geography together, so I’m like whoa! *stunned* lol But it’s so great to see so many familiar face. Boo.. I miss school!!!

I can’t imagine finishing with school and coming out to work. It’s like the end of having a life. It’s like getting married.

psst!- Reverie is looking studious in her current cam pic.
*edits* oh fuck, my mum just told me I sent 1300 sms messages in June and I was just laughing at Rah yesterday. !@#$

- In the protag chat.
! m`sleepwith`beautiful`people goes sleeping with cessy
::: m`sleepwith`beautiful`people is now known as michel_v`sleeping`with`Cessy
And that’s why I got my b2 for free! hur hur

- I’m playing literati with pandy and moonie. I’m losing. >:O *edits* I lost.

- Yume told me he sent the package already and it is on its way to Singapore! w00t! He said that when he saw the thing, it practically SCREAMED my name and that’s why he bought it. I’m dying to know what it is, I have absolutely no idea and he didn’t give any clue. Hmm could it be something related to hammies?

- I just have this unsettling feeling that my bro Derry knows about my site. He knew about my old site but didn’t know about the domain. I don’t mind him knowing but because I’m blogging about people that he knows as well, it’s pretty embarrasing. Yesterday, Tom told me that Derry call him out for lunch unexpectedly. He thought I told Derry anything about the both of us, but wait..is there a both of us? *shrugs* And just the other time, a friend asked for my url out of the blue. It’s so creepy because they all know each other and our relationships is kinda complex. :/

- Breadtalk one dollar storewide sale is on! Yay, I ate a lot of bread last night. My favourite is ‘Only You’ but they don’t have it last night. pfft! Instead, I ate plenty of pork floss buns and I tried a piping hot banana/red bean bread. yummylicious!

I’m doing the most unlikely things that one would do when she’s sick. I’ve got myself new clothes!

The silky number at the back is a tube gown which cost me 8 dollars. That’s like !@#$king cheap so I bought it just to scare my mum but she knew about the yen sale anyway. My friend asked me to go to his coms ball, but I told him I’ve got nothing to wear. I can wear that, but I’d probably get so paranoid that everyone would know it costs only 8 bucks. My mum said I could tell everyone I bought it before the sale. Haha.. I wear it like second skin though, cheap stuffs fits me perfectly.
I wanted to buy a red slinky dress from urban & co. My friend told me it wasn’t too practical and since I’m starting school soon, I should buy something that I can wear to school, so I bought the mini skirt. Those clothes would probably look familiar if you frequent Miss selfridge and topshop. Phat shops imo!
Here’s a bag that cost me 6 dollars. Got it from Redang. Oh I love Malaysia!

I sound pretty happy don’t I? But I’m not, because Tom haven’t called and I haven’t called him. I was reading Eliza‘s journal and he seemed so much like Matt. It’s probably wrong to judge him like that. I don’t know what he wants and I don’t know what I want. We agreed that we’re both clueless and there’s no point trying to figure out so I’ll leave it as that. My best friend hates him too, maybe even more so. She’s like… “you chose him over Adrian!?…but Adrian is much better looking even though his ego is as big as my boobs.” (lol sorry, I add in the boobs part myself, can’t help it ) But you know, it’s not about packaging, it’s about interactivity. Would I spend my money on a diamond ring or an mp3 player? You know the answer!!
We both want fun and no commitments but I wanted something more. In Eliza’s words, I think I need to know that I have a real place in his life…however, it’s already ending without a start.
boo… I’m going to the zoo tomorrow. Read Life today and felt the urge to go.

I went clubbing with Tom and his orientation group friends last night. I suspect he organised it because I was whining to him about wanting to club at china black on wednesday but none of my friends wanted to go. pfft!
So we met up with them, there’s like nine of us. Pretty neat group although it’s a bit awkard at first. Anyway, there’s this girl and her friend ask if I wanna go to the toilet and I told them I’d accompany them. They asked whether I’m his girlfriend. I said no and thought it was pretty amusing. Then they asked whether if we like each other…I said no too, trying to sound amuse as well. So the questions stopped but since then, I took notice of this girl. This is weird but whenever Tom fools around with her, I felt a tinge of jealousy. O.o This comes off as surprising because I don’t get jealous easily.
And when he locked my hands in his, I can only gape as I followed him around. I’m pretty sure it’s not friendship kind of tug and pull..hurhur. There’s sweetness, no tingle. But you should have seen his face when he finally turned to face me. His eyes betrays his manliness, he’s such a kid. I’m pretty much a kid too, my ex always says I’m childish and kept reminding me that I’m almost 20. Boo. >:O
The two of us left late, we went back in to hang out and watch the crowd after bidding the rest of the group farewell and ignoring their questioning looks.
At three, we went for some food and then head home. Nothing eventful happened. I don’t know where this is going to lead, I don’t even know where we stand. It could already be over… does this makes any sense?
It probably doesn’t because this is just a small part of a much bigger picture, involving more people. Nobody says relationships are simple.

Two days ago, I’ve received an sms from Yume. It reads, hey crazy girl, I was shopping in Morioka and I bought you something. Send me your mailing address and name. AAAHHH!!! *huggles Yume to bits* Aww..you shouldn’t have…but since you’ve bought it, I just HAD to take it. Muahaha

I’ve been sick for 3 days now. I caught a cold and I’ve got sore throat. I talk funny. But at least I didn’t have a fever so I guess I’ll survive. I hate being sick especially when it’s the school holidays. >:O

Anyway, I got this cute quiz from Shelwyn.

2 years ago, I:
1. was worrying about the A levels
2. like going to karaokes
3. was seventeen *sighs*
4. was much thinner *sighs*

1 year ago, I:
1. was about to go to a brand new school (nus)
2. am pretty confused about the system
3. hate clubbing
4. had a crush on one of my best friend

Yesterday, I:
1. was being missed
2. miss somebody
3. talked to my girl pal who has a big problem with her current relationship.
4. watched too much tv

Today (10th July), I:
1. received a VERY unexpected call (a collegue whom I haven’t heard from for more than a year)
2. am going clubbing
3. registered my modules for this semester
4. am anticipating the start of school

Tomorrow, I:
1. will still be sick
2. will be bored
3. will be tired
4. will watch too much tv

I’m feeling sleepy and fat and I’ve got a new layout!

My best friend is staying over for the night. We are not going to sleep tonight. Woopee! She had her shower and is bugging me to log off now. We’re going to seven eleven and the nearby coffee shop for food. I see if I can sneak a cam pic of her admiring herself in front of the mirror. There…done. *sneaky grin*
We’re going out in spagetti and shorts…flaunting my new tan ovbiously. I’ll post the new layout tomorrow or when I get the time. Have a great weekend everyone.

I’m back from Redang. Lotsa unfortunate stuffs happened. Let me make a list.
- the agency screwed us all the first day. :X
- I lost my friendship ring during one of the snorkelling trip.
- I had motion sickness the first day I was there
- My period came the second day. !@#$
- It rained for the 2 nights when we are there and it spoiled the mini disco.
- I was embarrassed 2434 times, for numerous reasons
Despite all that, I had the most wonderful time!! Nothing dampened my high spirits and my friends said I rock. Muahaha. I ate a lot during the whole trip. My friend, who went to Redang last month told me she came back feeling much thinner. I was wondering how the hell can that happen. Oh boy, I’d miss hanging out at the sparkling beach and having sand scrubs. But it’s also good to be home where my computer is and where fishes only appear on dinner plates. Actually, snorkelling wise… I like Tioman better.
I’ll put up a new layout by today. I thought of learning more about flash and making use of them but it’s so bothersome. I read about this particular site owner who used hundreds of hours to complete a single layout. That’s amazing, the amount of dedication one puts in. I can’t do that, I get tired of my layouts easily and I’m afriad that I might not put it up after all.
Anyway, I might be chionging tomorrow (if I’m not tired). SG protags (above 18) who feel like going.. call me!!