There’s a module where I’ve done absolutely nothing. No readings, no books and I’ve attended only two lectures. Actually, it’s only one proper lecture and two gone-at-break-time ones. I’m freakin dead. Nothing new.

Went shopping with my bestfriend today. She was distracted the whole time with her own issues. She told me about them but I can only help that much. Anyway, I wanted to buy a simple tube that falls 2 inches short before the belly button. I was wearing low cut jeans at that time so all in all, it revealed quite a bit of belly skin, well… all of it and more. My best friend and I like how it looks and I was about to buy the tube when I realised I didn’t even want to step out of the dressing room. Would I walk down the street wearing it? Well, not me. Clubwear maybe, but my clubbing days are so over until the end of exams. November 20 is THE DAY which is so far away, especially when there’s still so much to be done between now and then.

Anyway, anyone seen Christina Aguilera’s “dirrty” video? Reminds me of Britney’s “slave for you” video, only much more provoking and downright lewd. How far are they planning to go with this “sex sells” concept? When Britney did her video, I thought it was kinda cool but Christina’s video made me question the extent to which media company would go to catch attention. I think Christina is poking at the limits. “Sweat until my clothes come off”…even the song sounds stupid. blah

Does it mean I won’t get breakouts anymore? Yea right. I’m 20, and I didn’t slip into depression on the day. Anyway, I didn’t feel like a teen since I don’t know when. I always feel like I’m 10. haha. That day was pretty messy. I even told myself I’m going to dissappear on my next bday. Its the time factor and trying to meet up with a bunch of people who can’t quite make up their mind on the time to meet. In the end, other people that I ought to meet have to change their plans and wait and try not to get pissed up with me. O.o

My family and boyfriend really make up for it though. Tom did something crazy. Some of my classmates reads this erratically so I can’t tell lest embarrass him. It has to do with these balloons though. haha

Anyway, thanks to everyone who wished me a Happy Birthday. I heart you all!

I lost my wallet and everything in it. ACK How much does it cost to replace an identity card? Some told me $50 and some told me $150. That’s a lot of difference you know?
And I’ve got to replace me matriculation card, EZlink card, debit card, blah blah.. It’s so troublesome! At the end of it all, I’m going to spend more than $200. Lots of opportunity costs incurred. >:O
The worst thing is, I don’t even know how it happened. It seems almost impossible that I could have misplaced it. I think losing my wallet is one of the worst daily material belongings I can lose. Next is probably my phone (sim card), then comes the md player. Well, take care of your belongings…the least you can do.

I’ve got loads of stuffs to do today. A report, my part of a project, my part of an essay. *dies*
Oh, I’ve got a new nick for Tiffany, it’s “nee nee”! But she prefers “tiffietaufoofar”, don’t ask.

Plug: Sabine..lalala that’s my hostee.

Ok I’m going to update because Reverie says she waits foever to see updates.

reverie (1:12 AM) :
you hardly blog/post/chat anymore.
you don’t love us anymore.
idyll (1:12 AM) :
I do!!!!!

First things first. I still love the protagonist people and miss them. >:O It’s just hard to keep up with online ongoings now with so much things there are happening offline. I’m also neglecting the domain, I don’t keep up with peoples’ new layouts anymore…except those I know, see previous entry. haha! Well, I’ll probably be back in full form when the holidays hit. But at the meantime, I still read blogs and journals for updates and still check out the boards.

Reverie wants to know more about Tom. Well, we’re doing fine.. actually, more than fine. All the past shit and insecurities that we’ve had been through had been totally cleared up. Maybe they are the reason why we’re closer than ever now, there are numerous other reasons too. Let’s just say I feel blessed to have him.

School has been going great. I’m enjoying my tutorials although lectures still makes me sleep and it shall always. I’ve been a little good girl these past three days because I’m actually reading my readings. There are still loads of stuffs to do but I’ll managed. What could be worst than the hell I’ve been through to get here? The hell that we call the A levels.

My circle of good friends, especially that three girls. We’ve drifted apart at some point although never at heart. Yea but recently, we’ve found a new common topic to talk about. Just can’t wait to meet up again.

And me, haha I’ve got a zit on my left cheek. >:O!

Finally, I got to see another one of pei’s web design. This one’s really pretty!

1. If you could only choose 1 cd to ever listen to again, what would it be?
A compilation of some famous classical pieces that my Dad bought me.

2. If you could only choose 2 movies to watch ever again, what would they be?
Beauty and the Beast. Titanic.

3. If you could only choose 3 books to read ever again, what would they be?
The penguin classic on gothic stories by Edgar Allan Poe. Fairytales by Hans Anderson and the Remember Me by Christopher Pike.

4. If you could only choose 4 things to eat or drink ever again, what would they be?
French crepes, lasagne, strawberries, water.

5. If you could only choose 5 people to ever be/talk/associate/whatever with ever again, who would they be?
Parents, sisters. That leaves one erm….. this one’s open for now. I might even shoo away my sisters. haha

Happy Birthday Songjun! 18 is a awesome age. I dunno, it just sounds nice. Haha.

Went clubbing at Centro last night. Nice place, average music. Oh I saw my ex and literally bumped into him just when we were heading home. Some luck huh?
We saw him earlier at the door, my friend pointed it out too. I think he and his friends saw us first because they were looking at us and talking. Well but when my friend told me, I’ve already walked past him and saw only his back view..but his friends were turning around as looking at our directions, so I think it’s him. Can’t be sure until I saw him later again inside. He didn’t see me though.
When I bumped into him, I didn’t know until my friend told me I did. haha

I went home at 2 last night because my bestfriend was staying over and she had to work the next day. We slept at 3 and woke up really early because we wanted to go swimming at the clubhouse at her workplace before she start work. I’m darker already! That’s really my purpose of swimming.

Anyway, I took back one of my test papers and I failed. Boohoo~ I’m stressed because it didn’t affect me the way I want it to. I want to get so pressurised that I’d spend my weekend studying but the test paper is already chucked in some corner, almost forgotten.

I prefer tutorials over lectures anytime. They are less likely to make me sleepy and there are much more chances of conversing and I enjoy that.
Tourism tutorial today was held at the grassy patch outside lecture theatre 11. If You’ve seen a whole bunch of people who seem to be having a picnic, oh they are all geography students. My tutorial slot was from 12 to 2pm, so although there were enough shade from the trees, it was still kinda hot. It was fun nevertheles.
Been pretty busy these days. Mostly because of school. It’s good in a way because I can get my mind off crazy stituations I seem to be getting into these days. Some of them doesn’t affect me that much but the friends around me. But still…

Happy 15th Birthday to Moonie! *muaks*
That is just so young to me. Hope you had a great Birthday!

Tom (0:38 AM) :
You are my lover, you are my friend, you are my life to the
very end.
You bring me comfort, you keep me warm, you give me hope,
you make me strong, you take me away to a distant shore
and it’s with you that I want to stay forevermore.
idyll (0:39 AM) :
I love you!
idyll (0:46 AM) :
where you get that?
Tom (0:46 AM) :
from my heart
idyll (0:47 AM) :
not copy from somewhere? haha
Tom (0:47 AM) :
eh…mix mix la
idyll (0:48 AM) :
wat?!
Tom (0:48 AM) :
haha