My great grandmother passed away on Monday afternoon. I’m not close to her because of communication problems. I don’t speak my dialect although I can understand, she don’t even speaks in her last couple of years. It’s really sad isn’t it, that after someone you know passed away, you start to wonder how is it like to really get to know the person.

I guess it’ll be another quiet Chinese New Year again this year. I don’t really like visiting anyway. All I like about CNY is the new clothes, the festive mood and of cuz, the food. Mum has been stocking up plenty of new year snacks and I’ve been finishing them. I figured, once a year ma.

Anyway, I just found out today, about a module that was offered to me on 6th of Jan. It was a gem module on how the internet works. !@#$ I was dying to get that because my friend told me it was really a slacker module and I should have an even easier time because I already knew html. The school is evil.

Plug: Verbiage. Go look at her twitching.

Sabine has a new layout. Looking purdy! I love the idea, it’s freaking cute.

And my classmate just told me about this wonderful site. Simply amazing. O_O

I’m on a roller coaster again, figuratively. I fucking hate it because I’m so tired of all these. Sometimes, I just want to run away from it all. The most simple solution is probably letting go, but I hope that it isn’t the only solution.

*edits* Everything is alright now. One more time this month and I’ll go crazy.

Doing relatively well, there are always the small stuffs that pop up once in a while like hateful blackheads but they are no biggie. How could they be when there are much more important things to do and think about?

School is still pleasant. It always is in its budding few weeks, when lagging behind a few introductory readings is alright. You know you’ll give them a miss later into the semester.

Boyfriend is generally good. Got me the Sims for six months anniversary and a dancing hammie again three days later. Yes, words spread. I found that increasingly, my online life and offline life is starting to intermingle with each other. Just the other day, one of my classmate was showing my site to another classmate in class. I caught him red-handed (hah), but I don’t mind. *waves hi*

Another classic example is when my online friend became my good friend’s girlfriend.

Anyhoo..

Who are you?

If you are using an umbrella, please walk in the rain. Short people shouldn’t hog the sheltered walkway with their oversize umbrella, attempting to poke everyone in the eye with it.

In the mrt, it’s not nice to stick your whole self to the verticle bars like a magnet while the people around you try their damnest to balance.

If you stepped on something, look down and realised it is actually someone’s toes. Don’t look at it like it’s a nerveless, non-living “thing”. An apologetic grin would have been enough.

Anyway, I made a photolog for my assignment! My day wasn’t that interesting, I actually combined two days into one so that I have enough pictures to post. The so called earlier part of the day was actually on thursday night and the later part was taken yesterday. Yes, I went to marche yesterday. *drools*

This module is a killer. The workload is freakin heavy, there is one assignment every week and you have to do two projects individually. Help!

One of my classmate innocently told Tom that she thinks we wouldn’t last six months. It’s the 19th, it’s been six months! Weee

We thought she was mad when she said that because six months seemed way too long. It’s half a year know, and that’s like whoa!

Yes, six months does feels like a long time; but somehow, it seems too short as well. *shrugs*

Thinking back, a lot has happened. There are naturally the happy times together, the missings, some painful trash-things-out, a lot of confusion on my part… Hmm really, a hell lot has happened.

But its really sweet that after all these, it still feels like honeymoon period.

Went out with Huixian last night. Sad to say, “bestfriend” has become a meaningless label, even tagged between literal marks. There are memories, just a bit blurry… for a large looming figure of a certain boyfriend stands at the forefront… leaving us, or rather her, in shadows. I’m not being mean or anything. If I am, I wouldn’t be the only one who thinks so.

We both got a boyfriend, maybe some people just like things imbalance.

I felt so injusticed last night that I wanted to leave early. Let her taste her own medicine or something like that. Good thing I didn’t resort to childish antics like that later, but still the company is not even enjoyable. Good thing I had other close friends who are also in the same plight as I am. I think I’m more affected because she used to be a bestfriend.

PS: I know it’s tempting but don’t play with my email forms. I’ll hate you.

You have a strong personality that likes to take risks if the rewards are worth it. You don’t like being told what to do and prefer to take matters into your own hands.

Variety is the spice of life! You are comfortable in any crowd or situation, and always come away with new friends.

You make sure that your possessions will boost your image, no matter whether it’s a necessity or not. If one of your friends has it, you must have it as well.

You are bubbly and approachable. Unrestricted by the latest fashion trends, you buy clothes only when they look good on you.

Variety is the spice of life. You are comfortable in any crowd and get along easily with anyone.

You are a good listener, a generous and sympathetic person. You are an important part of your circle of friends, and offer a bright outlook to any situation. However, you can be easily persuaded by others.

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