It’s Monday.
I’m Fat.
My computer is still dead.

I don’t have a Halloween Costume!!!! *bawls*

Me: I don’t have a costume leh…not fun..
Paul: Go in a hiphop ensemble? It should be pretty easy.
Me: But I want to be a fairy leh
Paul:….I have nothing else to say.
Paul: Or go as rainbow brite, you can just go downstairs and buy those multi coloured socks and wear your usual pink clothes.
Me: No fairy wings!
Paul: I don’t want to waste anymore time talking to you…

HAHA! Funny paul! Made me chuckled so loudly that my boss was pretending not to look this way.

Friday
After my self whining plea for help post on Friday morning, you’re probably wondering what I had for lunch. Fruits? Salad? Nothing at all!?

I went to a friggin buffet! Teochew Porridge Buffet!

Woohoo I rock! Right after this lunch buffet, I had tea at another buffet spread in the event I was attending, the imode launch.

After that, I went hunting for my white Nano ipod around Suntec but Harvey Norman and Courts ran out of it and Carrfour was too far away (I was rushing for time). To treat my disappointment, I bought two new books from Times on my way back to the train station. Muahahaha.

Saturday
$250 richer for a 4 hour gig. Kaching! Went to Black and it was so bloody boring, so I hopped over to Devils instead. Better.

Oh anyway, on this very day, I had Delifrance Breakfast buffet and for lunch I ate THREE sultana croissants (my favourite pastry)! My mum screamed at me for being so greedy cuz the other two were meant for my sisters….. *sobs* I was really guilty and swore to repent from gluttony from that moment. I ate peanuts for dinner. Boo..But I had loads of milk and cookies after clubbing. This was taken at 6am in the morning! Ah Hiao!

Sunday

Had Dim Sum for brekkie at Waren’s country club! The cookies didn’t hold up, I woke up starving and couldn’t go back to sleep though I’ve only been sleeping for 3 hours!

Then I was planning to work on some designing assignments in the arvo but my friggin computer crashed and refused to start again. Now I have to do 2 projects from scratch. Tamade!!!!!!

But instead of moping around at home. My Dad, Sis and I went snorkelling! In a swimming pool! With full snorkel gear! Swimming pool tiles are so fun to look at yo.

PS: I’ve got many pressies over the weekend! w00t!

My food obsession is getting worse. I think about food 24/7. Breakfast is the last thought as I drift into sleep, my first thought even before I gain full conciousness…like “Ooh Breakfast time! Time to wake up! Oh wait, let me open my eyes first.”

This is why you’ll never hear me complain about waking up however early I need to, I can’t possibly eat when I’m sleeping can I? Like I mentioned, sleeping is a total waste of time partly cuz you can’t eat. So anyway, it’s a beeline to the kitchen as soon as my feet touch ground. And as I happily bit into the long awaited food, I start thinking about lunch. Hell, I’m thinking about food as I type this and I’m already eating a durian cream cake my colleague passed me.

Ahh.. somebody save me….This is not a diet thing anymore. This is a fight to normality as we all know it cuz I’m freaking myself out.

It’ll be so wonderful to have a fafinette grafitti on my wall! A 3 ft canvas art by fafi costs around $3500. Even if I would fork out the money, it wouldn’t be as cool as a real grafitti. Argh, damm the art people. I hate them all.

Forgeeeet eet man. Gadgets are enough. Think Gadgets!

Ahh yes! The nano! I’m procrastinating with the order cuz my nano fever died. I think I may have to rewatch the apple conference videoclip again where Steve coyly fished out his nano from his jean’s coin pocket. That part made me gasped, clutched at my heart and teared in 5 seconds.

Anyway, let me show you my newest tech toy!

1.3 Megapixel camera, MP3 Player, USB connectivity! Whahaha!

Talking about phones, do check out Nokia’s Lamour Collection. Very pretty… but no pink! Whahaha sorry, I’m not getting conned by Nokia again, my next phone will be a pink razr if I can help it.

PS: I thought Lord of the Rings would be draggy but I friggin love it!!! The best thing is, it’s so bloody thick and the fonts are bloody small. Since I’m a very slow reader (I devour every word) and I’m mad busy with other stuff, I think the three books will last me till Christmas when I can cure my post good book depression by reading Narnia. Yay!

Jordi Labanda may be the Illustration God in my world but meet my Illustration Goddess— Fafi.net! Check out the Fafinettes: Punk meets Raggedy Ann meets Rainbow Brite! I friggin love their style! Cheek-hearts make-up, stripy arm warmers, pastel shades with splashes of strategically placed bright colours. My fondest childhood characters revived with spunk, sass and sexiness. Love! <3

Other Stuff
I’m thinking of getting this but I’m not sure if it’s a need or a want. Polar is probably better but there is nothing in pink!

Anyway, Paul said he can get jealous reading my super happy blog so I shall try to blog about sad stuff to make him feel better.

You know…. one bad thing about being too happy is the fear of changes, that things might go down from here…and that’s just so sad.

Ok, no more. Whahaha.

Extras: The Happy-go-lucky- Libran
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Weird how people think being extroverted is more desirable.

I think it’s really all about confidence.

You may notice introverts who are very self aware. They are very attentive to what’s happening around them and often look like they going to say something but never really got around to that.

Then there are introverts who can be totally at ease with fading into the background, studying people with bemused expressions, often wearing hints of quizzical almost impertinent grins. Oh dear, how sexy is that! I have to admit that I’m usually drawn to guys like that.

With extroverts, confidence really isn’t a differencial factor. You’re either one or you’re not.

I can easily tell when people are faking extroversion. I know that at times the circumstances call for people to adopt a more outgoing persona. But I think faking essentially comes from insecurities with their real identities.

Myself? I’m a dreamer! My head is in the clouds most of the time and I feel more awake when I’m dreaming and dreamy when I’m awake, if I’m ever awake.That probably makes me an introvert, but I think the introverts are cooler people. Whahaha! Sorry Aileen baby, Miss Dramamama, I think I’m cooler than you. Woohoo!

Bites

• I met up with this guy from an advertising agency on Friday after a few email exchanges thinking he was the one Ian referred me to. Then today Ian asked when is a good time to meet the guy he mentioned. So who was that guy I met on friday? I’m appalled!
• I think I’m gonna apply for Masters at NTU next year. I also think I’m gonna die along the way but at least I die smarter. Or at the very least, I die doing something intellectual. Registration starts in December, I still have time to make up my mind. Gosh, it really feels like some sort of suicide.
• I’m finishing Stardust. Boohoo. I’m gonna have withdrawal symtoms again. I wanna change name now, I wanna call myself Yvaine. Haha.
• Due of some stuff…I’m feeling so so soooo blessed. I hope things stay like this forever.

Did a show with Sherry at chjmes carnival. She’s so hot! I know another dancer Lisa, who was my partner for a few times and she’s equally hot. Damn! I’m never the hot one, I’m always the “pageant girl”. Sherry thought I was from Miss World Singapore then told me she’ll give me pageant lobangs. I’m not keen but I couldn’t disagree with her, she’s too hot and I get all woozy and acquiescent around hot girls.

Worked on a Baron’s promo with Ivy who was a Miss Universe finalist. She told me to join pageants too. Nagged at me even. Haiyo, these ladies ah.

Anyway I think I’m getting uglier. I think my prime was last year during my birthday and it went spinning down since I started work. Soon, I’ll become a hillbilly. Boohoo.

No time to go for my night runs and started ballooning again. Yesterday was bloody sinful!

Be amazed and grossed out!

Breakfast: Four Leaf’s Fried ham and cheese sandwich and Breadtalk’s Sultana Muffin. Both damn good.
Lunch: Big bowl of hand-made noodles. Bowl, licked clean.
Tea: Papaya Milk and half a big bag of bite-sized hazelnut cream waffle biscuits. The one in red packaging, I forgot the name of the brand. Gosh I love it, I ate it lots during the A levels.
Dinner: Pizza! We ordered the triple cheese pizza from pizza hut! So effing goood!

Now the grossest part. I reached home at 11 plus and got hungry.
Supper: 2 slices of my birthday cake, a green apple lollipop, one laopobing (wife biscuit), one banana granola bar (which tastes like banana nut crunch), AND the most unforgivable thing of all I ATE MY FRIDAY BREAKFAST. It was a Delifrance Ciabatta with Chicken Mayo and Egg Mayo spread. The spreads came separately and after I’m done with my ciabatta, I finished both spreads by themselves.

I’m quite sure of it now, my sin is definately Gluttony. Yes, I may be bloody lazy when it comes to personal grooming but I’m an all round glutton. I’m truly THE winner in this.

Question for you because I’m curious: What is your sin and why?

I’m gonna be really busy later. Had to meet someone from a design firm straight after work before rushing off to do roving for 4 hours. After that, I’m either going to Zouk’s opening or Benny’s birthday party in Momo. And I’ve got KTV session tomorrow morning at 11 am then shows on Saturday arvo and clubbing at night.

Woohoo, no time to eat now!!

Anyway, some weirdo named Gerett wanted to add my friend in friendster. My friend asked who he is and he replied. “This is Priscilla, I added you with the wrong account, this is my other account.” Eh…

Ben says:
Haha is he your stalker?
Dolly says:
You mean your stalker. He wants to add you, not me.

Weird..

*edits* I’m having dizzy spells. I think it was cuz I had 4 hours of sleep last night. Damn. No clubbing for me tonight.

Books
My friend is lending me his Lord of the Rings trilogy book! My favourite movie! I’m currently reading Stardust by Neil Gaimen. I love it! It’s charming, magical and fun!

Haha
Damn, I’ve brought this upon myself. Now, everybody is Glenning here, Glenning there. But hey, I’m merely raving over his dance talents! No, I do not want to see him in speedos, neither do I want to see him in boxers. And I don’t care if he’s single or watever. I’m not a paedophile for god’s sake. I love Justin for example and he’s Ooooold…ok older..but I’ve made my point.

Moolah
I’ve got many designing jobs coming my way thanks to dear Ian! He said I popped into mind everytime somebody mentions web-design. Siao that guy, he’s actually more talented in IT stuff. I think he’s a talented slacker who will make it big anyway cuz he’s damn smart. So yea I’m on a design spree again and I have this big urge to learn illustrator. But no freaking time!

Lotsa roving to do. I don’t like promo jobs but roves are ok because time passes by quickly. Then there was this rollarblade one that pays 50/hr. Whahaha. I seem to have a knack of getting paid for doing things I’m into at that particular time. Web designing, then dancing…and when I’m getting into this whole healthy living phase I’m getting paid to exercise! Really, this world is awesome!

There was a shoot with rather good money for a lousyass like me. $70/hr for 3 hours. But I should seriously not do shoots anymore cuz I really suck at it. Did a Baron’s promo last night and Baron’s uniform is quite cool. Black leather ala biker’s chick. I like!

And finally, I’ve got approached by another agent! Doh! Maybe I should just quit my job. Hahah.

Secret
I haven’t wash my face since waking up. Ahahahaaaa. I was running late and I thought I’ll wash up in the office but I’m still here typing away, face with traces of sleep. I brushed my teeth but it’s still gross right? Haha bleh. Sheesh la, damn lazy. My colleague said “You’re the Winner.”

It made work less dreadful, but today is still blah…I’ll write about it in a private post.

I guess to my friends I’m still pretty much a girly girl. I’ve got new bag, new watch, new shoes, new lingerie, new accessories!!! Well but the best presents are actually all the glorious yummy food! Food like bread pudding and crepes with ice-dream! *blissful*

Birthdays are awesome! Thanks for all the messages! Some well wishings are unexpected and it felt really nice to know that they remembered! There are also people I expect to at least get a hollar from but they totally disappeared. Hmpf! Take me for granted right… Well done, weeeell done people. This has prompt me to rewrite my will. Joelle gets one fingernail and Xinying gets the dirt beneath. Gosh under the circumstances, I’m rather generous! Haha.

Pressies, I have, throughout the year. There are actually lots more pressies I haven’t or won’t blog about. There are always well wishes too, in many different forms.

What makes me really happy though is knowing that I have what I already have. And there really isn’t anything else I need. Hey, I will still be happy without the nano man, but people wanna give then take lo..haha.

The best thing you received outta your actual birthday is the gift of everyday. And in the end, there is nothing really special about today cuz you know tomorrow would be just as awesome. It’s simply wonderful to be alive. I’m once again reminded of that.

Sheesh, I’m feeling all emo and I feel like hugging and kissing everything. *rolls eyes*

Other Stuff: An Email

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to U!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to U!
Happy birthday to my big darling girl, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to U!
May all your wishes come TRUE!
Pls remember to order ipod namo & I will pay u!
From yr daddy!
18th october 2005

The Unglam Bday Girl

No makeup or concealer so you can see the breakout on my forehead, but at least the face is clearing up. No brows too and I told you the eyes are pretty average. Hahah and see my clothes! Ahahah I’m wearing my sister’s primary school shorts by the way. So geeky.

I was going to get a tan lah but it turned cloudy after 15 minutes. But at least I had grand bath so no time was wasted. Okie byeee! Birthday dinner again!

Happy Birthday to me!

23 sounds so old! Boo bloody hoo! But it is OK. Some people thought I look 20 or so. Never mind the fact that these people are semi-drunk or confused by flashy disco lights. I mean, why argue with people yall? They have the right to hold their own beliefs, and we should all learn to respect that.

Now! I need something to cheer me up but I see no Nano. Where is my NANO!!!!!!! I think I need to subtlely remind my Dad. Maybe I’ll print pictures of nano and plaster them all over the bathroom mirror. Or I could set it as his lappie’s desktop wallpaper. I think these should be enough for him to take the hint? Initially, I was thinking of singing my Nano song around him too, but that would be way too obvious.

Ok happy things only!

- Met another agent. The best paying one yet! Wheee! And I think it’s a pretty decent company with a rather impressive track record of clients.

- Chatted with Aileen baby till my battery ran out! I’m still 22 over there. Oh how sweet and youthful my voice must have sound in USA.

- First pressie is a pair of shoes. First well wisher is a Dancer friend.

Ok I’m not too happy because of work stuff but whateva, that’s a post for another time.

Herman says:
dude happy birthday!
dolly ☆·.·* says:
thanks babe! it’s 1.20am
Herman says:
alamak.. i was busy at work mah
Herman says:
ur the first one i msned once i got home u know!
dolly ☆·.·* says:
I mean its 1.20 am but you haven’t sleep
dolly ☆·.·* says:
see its’ not about myself
dolly ☆·.·* says:
I’m so concern over you
dolly ☆·.·* says:
oh man, I’ve changed
dolly ☆·.·* says:
time does this to people

I don’t know when did I develop Aileen’s restlessness. I’m sick but I’m still doing 101 things, I’m sick, doing 101 things but I still feel unproductive. Yikes. And I keep thinking sleeping is a waste of time so I’m always procrastinating my sleep to wee hours in the morning till I can’t keep my eyes open anymore. Pretty dumb eh?

But my throat’s not sore anymore. Yay! My nasal area is still congested with phlegm though so I’ve got sticky flu and cough. But that’s okay really, I’ve cultivated an acquired taste for it. Haha oops. Hey I’m kidding, I’m not THAT greedy. Really.

Anyway suppose to have 2 dance shows.

Agent 1: You do exotic dancing?
Me: Er..no
Agent 1: You do pole?
Me: haha no…er I think never mind hahaha

Dancer: Sunday I have show you wanna do?
Me: Do what?
Dancer: Very simple, a few minutes of “reach for the skies” but it’s scary. You confident enough?
Me: haha no, never mind then.

So today, I’ll be staying at home working on my webdesign assignments. It’s hard work compared to dancing but at least I don’t risk maluing myself. Hah. Ok toodles!

The Bad

- Still sick.

- Broke down at work because of some stupid rumour about me. Damn pissed off with myself now for being such a softie. Blah.

- Asked to be transferred to Orchard slot for Johnny Walker Pit Stop Crew so that I’d end up in Chinablack and they said it’s fine. Ended up doing Cityhall for the third bloody time because apparently, the Media is gonna be in New Asia Bar and they have already selected the girls to be there. Then why did you promise me in the first place. And please lo…if your so called media happens to be New Paper…walaueh I still wanna save my face.

- Before that they said I can’t do Orchard because my Chinese sucks. What bullshit reason is that. I have Club Shanghai as one of my pitstop. Is there any club more ching chong then that!?

- Forgot to ask for receipt from taxi uncle so I can forget about claiming my taxi fare. Dammit!

The Good

- Barman at Club Shanghai knows me already. He auto gave me a bowl of mixed nuts without me asking. Haha I love Club Shanghai!

- I’m smitten. Someone is so bloody cute I cannot stand it. Hahaha!

- Birthday Dinner at Lawry’s!

Nothing much going on cuz I’m sick. I think it’s because I had too much oily pocessed food too suddenly after my feeble attempt at healthy eating, too little sleep, too little fluid and too much activity.

My throat is sore, my breathing partially blocked by green muck, my body is aching, my joints are hurting, my head’s playing disco, my skin has a lovely hint of green and it’s breaking out again.

I’m home early and is I’m forced to detox for the weekend. Ahh suxxx!!!!

Going to watch Villa Wellness now…I haven’t watch any episode…yay wanna check it out.. laterz!

Anyway, check out the new ipod from Apple. Heng I’m not a big fan of videos, if not I’d be bloody poor.

I love this picture! Ok I look bloated as usual but wateva, my eyes look huge ok? It’s all make up though, I copied Britney’s look from one mtv in which her eyes were made up so prettily. My natural eyes are pretty average. And that’s Glen beside me, my favourite male dancer! He’s so cool! There are a lot of Glen wannabes around. Isn’t it cool to have your own wannabe?

1) My charm bracelet
2) A pressie Jac gave me just this morning
3) Bookmarks I made for my friends
4) A poster I saw yesterday. Can you read it? I think it’s amusing, but maybe it’s just me. :X

Anyway, work is good today. I’m designing a brochure for my company’s website because the designer is swarmed with other projects. Yay! I have a legitimate reason to play with Illustrator, how nice.

Plug: http://www.opiumlullabies.net/17/

Monday arvo and I am still floating from my weekend high. Gosh I’ve been in this party mode since graduating from nus. I can’t possibly live like that forever can I? Cuz I can’t see how it’s gonna do me any good at the end of the day.

Anyway, Blogbites!

• Stupid Bernie. Called me right before lunch to tell me he was looking at my pictures in friendster and was wondering why I became so fat. Uncanny sense of timing I’d say.
• I’ve seen many live bands and club singers but the one I saw on Saturday completely blew me away. He’s so damn freaking good.
• The pub owner there kept calling me Miss Singapore… Cuz apparently, I’m so pretty. Er yea, apparently.
• Wore track shoes to Black on Saturday. Glenn said it’s cute and added that I can proceed with track suit and everything. I said no way, cuz I will lose my only advantage over the male dancers. Short skirts.
• I hate snobs. I don’t know where they get the basis for being snotty. I mean, if you’re as gorgeous as Adriana Lima or as hilarious as Mil Millington. Please, be a diva by all means. Slap me if you want to. Just show some imperfections and restore balance dammit. But funny how the snobs are usually common beings who really ought to stick with the rest of us. Cuz the only way we can win those lucky biatches is by our sheer number alone. Haven’t you realised that by now?
• Me and my bestfriend have this irritating habit to be friends with absolutely everyone. And we’ll get offended if someone is less than friendly. Then the paranoia sets in we’ll start thinking how the whole world is turning on us. Ah yes, we hate snobs.
• Watched the Longest Yard on Sunday. Hilarious! Yea it’s a cliche lil team spirit flick with the usual initial loss, relationship building, training, talent spotting and the eventual success and overall growth. But it’s very enjoyable. And my impression of Nelly improved tremendously. Oh the magic of hollywood.

Paul didn’t wanna go to Black! Partypooper! And he even added that it’ll be boring compared to Friday’s dance “fireworks” (see previous post). Yea he’s right, it is hard to top so initially I didn’t plan to go. BUT! Last night was even better!

All because of these posers.

Heehee… *winks at paul*

Anyway, I’m kinda getting tan after 2 nights of clubbing. I wonder how the hell did that happened.

starletto ☆·.·* says:
hey, one day let’s go lim kopi!
Herman says:
lim kopi?!? how come u sound so ah pek?
Herman says:
more ah pek than junrong
starletto ☆·.·* says:
I mean let’s hang out at starbucks
Herman says:
ok sounds better

-_-”

• Apparently, there IS a bloggers feature in maxim this month. Maybe the editor got the whole idea from me? Totally possible right?
• I bought a really cute charm bracelet. My new charms: pretty pink key, ballerina, the alphabet P, a bag and a cute diamante slippers. I also own a tiara and a different ballerina charm. Heh, I love charm bracelets! But what I love even more is charm bangles. I haven’t found any in Singapore, maybe the retail people can import some in. I’d buy!
• My best girl did me proud last night.
• Zipped down to black at 2.30am last night. Late but totally worth it cuz Glenn, Cash and their respective posse were all there! Woohoo!
• Cash wanted to give me cash for previous dance gigs. How befitting! He is my only agent who does that.
• Jackson is a Glenn clone! Yikes! And I told Glenn I’m gonna dress up as him on Halloween. Woohoo!
• People should just forget about greeting or goodbye hugs and kisses when they are dripping with sweat. Cuz that’s just gross.
• The funniest shit someone said today. “Whenever I tried to teach him something [dance] he would clutch his shoulder and wince and tell me how he injured it in rugby and then his eyes will turn all glassy remembering the old glory days!”

Ok tagging anyone that sees this, the alphabet Meme!

A is for age: 22
B is for booze of choice: Tequila Shots
C is for career: Information Communication
D is for your dad’s name: Lewis
E is for essential items to bring to a party: Me!
F is for favourite song at the moment: Boyfriend by Ashlee Simpson
G is for favourite game: Ragnarok Online
H is for home town: Singapore
I is for instruments you play: Piano
J is for jam or jelly you like: Strawberry Jam
K is for kids: No thanks
L is for living arrangements: With parents, in pink room.
M is for mom’s name: Yi Mei
N is for name of your crush: Too many.
O is for overnight hospital stays: Only when I was born I think
P is for phobias: Roaches
Q is for quotes you like: What could we possibly have in common except our situation?
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: 1.5 years
S is for sexual preference: Men..I suppose. :/
T is for time you wake up: 7.30 am
U is for underwear: Yes
V is for vegetables you love: Brocoli
W is for weekend plans: Johnny Walker F1 Crew thingy, Tiger Soccer Game thingy, Dance gig, Clubbing with friends, Bodyshop Sale, Dinner with the relatives, Birthday Party.
X is for x-rays you’ve had: Feet, Spine, Head, Ribcage
Y is for yummy food you make: Oats, Steamed Eggs, Scrambled Eggs, Fried Macaroni. Aiya anything I cook will be yummy.
Z is for zodiac sign: Libra

She has a body to die for; ample bosoms, the right curves, neverending legs, glowing tan…and that face; plump luscious lips, bold cheekbones, mesmerising diamond eyes. The first time I saw her strutting down the catwalk. I was completely smitten. How can anyone look at her and not gush?

Physical beauty is superficial, yea. You may argue that she’s plain lucky but hey… these kind of unbelieveably superior luck, you gotta respect!

I… worship it! My goddess is Adriana Lima!

Oh! Hail to thee, Adriana! How beautiful is thy face, let me kiss thy feet!

*drools*

Alright, back to my ordinary life.

I’m one happy chicka! Went to MPH today and treated myself to two new books! $58 poorer but I’m so pleased! I bought the complete Chronicles of Narnia! Whahaha!

Anyway, I went to the launch of this new club located at old Centro last nighy. It was pretty neat. Striptease, free sushi, pirates going around teaching magic tricks and so on. Me and my friend got ourselves privilege cards from the doorbitch. I hope it becomes a hot club so at least the card is worth something. We went to check out Devils at 10 before going over to black to work out. Haha.

We went home at 12.30am cuz Ah Ong has a curfew. *laughs* Sad married life eh? We took a cab and the silly taxi uncle tried to hit on me! Yikes! I shall avoid chatting with taxi uncles in the future.

So anyway I reached home and there was a little surprise waiting for me. A water dispenser on my desk! Lol it’s the cutest little thing! And it’s it’s so small I had to use my favourite little coffee cup. Heh! Pictures!

Oh you see that drink, it’s papaya milk! I made it! Ok…so my Dad bought the fruits, washed the juicer, cut the fruits and I only had to chuck the pieces in, but I did the most important task leh. Yummy!